The Last Year in Review

I have spent a lot of time reflecting and reviewing the past year and the things I have accomplished with my theme of 'Peace Be Still'. I honestly believe that my past themes have really cultivated a change within my heart and have helped me to search for better things in my life. Two years ago I chose the theme 'Come What May'. With that theme I was able to prepare to take out my endowments and deal with multiple changes along the way.

In picking my theme for this last year, I knew that I wanted to find peace in the drama and chaos of my life. I am an emotional person. More often then not I will react with emotions first, then re-evaluate the situation and act more rationally. (Just ask Jesse about my emotional break downs...thank heaven for such a good friend who can handle it when a girl cries). This past year has been topsy turvy and I have really tried to find peace in my response. But what I found was even better. I still struggle with acting emotionally, but in my quest I found that leaning upon my Heavenly Father may not reduce my emotions or the chaos in my life, but it does provide strength and a deep comfort. This past year tested my wits, my faith in myself, and my ability to rise above error and find peace in the Atonement of Christ. I tried and tested myself, let go of unnecessary grief, and I held onto friendships that uplift and strengthen me daily.

Throughout it all, my faith has been reinforced and I am so grateful for a Heavenly Father who knows me individually and provides such personal comfort in times of need. The tender mercies of the Lord reinforce the truth of the gospel to me daily and help me strive to reach deeper into myself to serve others. I am grateful for the gift I was given this year, to learn of my true heart and the things that I am required to give. I know this church is true, know it to the core of my body and my heart swells with the presence of the Spirit. My theme for next year (which will be my next post) will hopefully help me to be better at declaring the gospel and serving others over the next year!

My year in pictures: