Saturday, October 25, 2008

We are going to the temple in less then an hour. I cannot wait to go. I can't wait to feel the peace and serenity. I can't wait to bask in the glory.

Jake passed away this week. I went to the viewing last night. Becca has so much grace. She's so remarkable and I know she is going to have a very hard time over the next few months. I will be there as much as I can. Every step of the way.

I came home last night and called the boy. Of course he came over to take care of me. He gave me his cold so I have been congested...and then with all the crying from Jake it just got worse. So he comes bringing his 'special' bag. Inside of it is a box of tea and fresh honey from his parents home. So he made me tea and sat with me til 2 in the morning. We talked, we cried (yes...he cried to...) and it was just another thing to the list of why he is so amazing.

Sometimes I don't know how to ask for what I need...But he gives it to me regardless. And I can't begin to describe how amazing it is to have someone take care of me in all those simple ways.

Friday, October 17, 2008

I feel like I am dancing on the ground

I think I am the luckiest girl in the world. And I am so grateful right now for everything that life is bringing me. Boy is absolutely wonderful in every possible way. I smile so much when he's around or when we talk. And when he isn't here I miss him like crazy.

He has been such a support these past two weeks. School has been miserable, I got a bunch of new callings at church that are consuming my life, and I have been trying to deal with what the doctor's told us about Jake. He has been by my side every step of the way. He came to the library to sit with me for five hours so that I wouldn't be alone. (nothing to study for him, just sat there) Then tonight I had dinner plans with my princesses and he asked to come. I swear they love him more then me...they were so cute rolling on the ground and playing. Then I get this awful phone call that my best friend is in the hospital...he immediately says lets go, cancels our plans, and we head to the hospital. (She is going to be okay...but it was really scary)

I don't know what I did to deserve someone like him...but I am so grateful. Grateful in every way.

Trying to figure out if I am right side up or am I upside down