We are going to the temple in less then an hour. I cannot wait to go. I can't wait to feel the peace and serenity. I can't wait to bask in the glory.

Jake passed away this week. I went to the viewing last night. Becca has so much grace. She's so remarkable and I know she is going to have a very hard time over the next few months. I will be there as much as I can. Every step of the way.

I came home last night and called the boy. Of course he came over to take care of me. He gave me his cold so I have been congested...and then with all the crying from Jake it just got worse. So he comes bringing his 'special' bag. Inside of it is a box of tea and fresh honey from his parents home. So he made me tea and sat with me til 2 in the morning. We talked, we cried (yes...he cried to...) and it was just another thing to the list of why he is so amazing.

Sometimes I don't know how to ask for what I need...But he gives it to me regardless. And I can't begin to describe how amazing it is to have someone take care of me in all those simple ways.