So I'm not sure if I mentioned that I am living in a horror movie...No scratch that! I know I've told everyone and anyone who will listen because I'm terrified almost every night to go to sleep. (I wish I were exaggerating)

This weekend was amazing! Not only did I not have to sleep in this scary place for two nights, I also got to see Benjamin get sealed to my Uncle Mike and my Aunt Jeni. It was so beautiful and I am so glad that I got to go. I also got to see so many other family members who I haven't seen forever.

But, sadly, on Sunday I had to come back to the psych ward. That night-not so bad! It was so late by the time I got back that I really just laid down and passed out. But last night and tonight not so much. Last night I was sitting at my computer talking to Jessica and thinking about everything and nothing, when out of the corner of my eye I saw this GINORMOUS bug on my dresser. Right at eye level. Of course my heart was immediately in my throat and had it not been I would have probably screamed. I had mild panic attacks for several minutes and then decided the only way to get rid of it was to capture it in this water bottle I had and throw it in a garbage down the hall. (Which is exactly what I did)

Today it has been raining all day and because the buildings are so old, it has been freezing cold. So in a kind gesture they turned on the heat...This was not a kind gesture for me, however. Why you might ask? Why wouldn't I want to snuggle into my bed when its nice and cozy and fall asleep warm?! Because my bed is by the bathroom door and inside the bathroom is this awful smell radiating from the heater. Seriously, I think that there is some dead animal in there rotting away and now the warm air has heated the animal up and then blown the smell into my bathroom.

I keep telling myself I can do this...but I'm not so sure I want to anymore! Thank heavens that this weekend is the harvest ball and I get to sleep in MY OWN bed for two nights again (who knows, maybe I'll choose to do 3 and drive back ridiculously early Monday morning)!

On a completely different note: I ranked my schools today. Midyear is less then a month away so the ranking may change, but this is how I feel for now!

1st: University of Texas

2nd: University of Southern California

3rd: University of California at Davis

4th: Banner Baywood Hospital in Arizona

5th: VA at San Diego

6th: University of Virginia

7th: University of Washington