Tuesday, May 24, 2011

“A coincidence is a small miracle in which God chooses to remain anonymous.”

A few weeks ago, I found out that someone from my past was back in Virginia. I jumped on the opportunity to reconnect with Him. While reconnecting, I discovered that he had moved to San Antonio-the place I am now moving.

I don't believe in coincidences-I never have-but now this person is back in my life and I feel like we are two ships passing in the night. He's returned to Virginia and I am on my way to Texas. I'm confused by my emotions concerning the whole situation-its weird to remember how I felt at 18 and yet it is exciting at the same time. Its also unnerving to know that this is probably just a happenstance-a coincidence. Especially since I don't believe in them.

So now I am sitting with my thoughts and trying to figure it all out-when in all reality I should just let it go and be in the moment.

I'm just rather nostalgic right now. The move is doing this to me. I think I am desperately trying to hold on to everything and anyone that I can-because I know that a few months after I have left, everything will be different. I will lose many friends and probably make new ones-its all just making me very emotional.

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