Break these Chains...

...I'm runnin out of time...

The changes in my life are right around the corner. I have options to weigh and a final decision to make-Where do I go next year? Who do I rank? Am I ready to throw caution to the wind and trust myself enough to make the choices ahead of me? I've been so blessed through this experience in my life-my confidence in myself has grown a thousand fold. And even more important, I'm actually proud of what I've accomplished, of the professional pharmacist I've trained to become.

...Our choices hanging on our shoulder, its never over...

I'm also angry right now-trying to work things through with all the stuff going on in my family right now. I'm angry because I'm scared and what better way to handle my fear, then to get angry. I'm angry that I can't talk about it, I'm angry at the situation, I'm angry with the people and their actions. I'm angry and I'm sad.

...I wish I may, I wish...

I have hope and faith. These are essential and they will carry me through-they always do. I'm working on each piece slowly, but surely. This is not a sprint, its a marathon. And in the end, I will break these chains. I will make the right choices. I will let go of the anger and sadness and rise to the occasion to be there for my family and to love them fiercely. Because it's me. And I just need to be me.

The clocks are goin round

Change is comin down

Intensity's bound to clandestine someone

mm yeah

I will leave it up to me

To believe in what I see

I ain't gonna be nobody's fool

Break these chains

I'm runnin out of time

I've wasted all my energy on nothin more than lies

Come set me free, from dead-end misery

From everyone and everything I think I need to be me