Today would be my Grandma's Birthday. Today has been really hard. Its been a little over a year, but I still ache for her. I want to hear her voice, to see her smile, to feel her hugs. I miss her smell. I miss her. I want to tell her my stories, make her laugh. I want to hear her say that she is proud of me. I want to hear I love you. I know that I will see her again someday...and most days thats enough. But for today it just hurts. Today someday is to far away.